syukur

bersyukur atas apa yg aku miliki sekarang ni,
harap ape yg dirancangkn akan berjalan dgn lancar,
goodbye 2010,
welcome 2011..
:)

last night,i da habis download citer fav u.
citer korea..hee
nnt kite tgk same2 eyh.
:)

Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

1#cinta itu memberi
2#cinta itu mendengar
3#cinta itu berkorban
4#cinta itu tanggungjawab
5#cinta itu mendoakan
6#cinta itu memaafkan

p/s : masih cuba..

menyesal

da lama aku tak rasa camgini,
rasa tak tenang and susah hati tahap dewa,
salah aku jgk buat camtu,
terlampau risau smpai badan aku lemah,
terlalu memikirkn sampai migrain yg terlampau sakit,
and yes,you can put the blame on me,
i admit it,
but please dont do like this,
aku mengalah.....

i didnt mean want to lied to you.
im so sorry..
hmm

kemarahan tahap dewa

'aku benci kau'
betul2 kau benci kat aku ea..
sorry for everything..
its okay lahh kalo membenci aku bole buat kau lega..
thanks..

p/s : thank you for everything


fdv

pembetulan

bukan ada hari ada batas
tapi ada ubi ada batas
pembetulan di situ
:)

tenggiling

i love you,

and i miss you,

by :

a confession

i think i cant lose you,
yes!i really cant lose you,
because you stole my heart syg,
da curi pastu nyorokkn,
sbb tu i da stuck ngn u ni,
selagi i bernafas,
selagi tu i sygkn u,
cik NS..
i love you so much..
will you marry me?
aauuww HAHAHA

M problem

need to think fast here,

must get moving from this,

but i still can get it,

masih lagi bfikir sambil berguling2,

-.-"

:)

signature saya

suka

got a signature now
:)

Gone

what will i do,

if i cant be with you,

tell me where will i turn to,

baby who will i be,

now that we are apart,

am i still in your heart,

baby why dont you see,

that i need your here with me..

mi amor

i realmente toman en serio la sensación de su información

así, aprender y escuchar con atención

simplemente lo tomas o lo dejas

among the feelings

my dance partner is a devil..

play around fire with a little emotion..

sundal laa..

one in a milion

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better

No there ain't nothing better than this

skim KTM :)

last week aku tgk citer ni tp bru nk update.

klakar jgk citer ni..

mcm sual le.

biskut bertemu mary..HAHAHA

bole seru nombor camtu?haha

skim KTM..

kukuda,tuttu,magnum..

terbaekk lahh sam,angah,azad..

5 stars

mlm2 sexy..hahaha

citer yg terbaekk bagi aku..HAHA

tak rugi pegi tgk..

dari mula sampai abis,aku gelak mcm org gile..

ucop,abi ngn husin..

mcm sual 3 org ni..

line yg paling sial

'nasib baik hak kerajaan.kalo idak,udah lame teman lempo dalam sungai'

HAHAHAHA..

ape le hakal dorg buat citer camni..

aduhai,mcm nk mati aku gelak..haha

papepn,aku respect mamat khalid..

citer dia sume mcm sial..

hahha

5 stars :)

french connection united kingdom (fcuk)

jom kita jaga hati kwn2 :)

anak sundal lahh kau..

perangai mcm perempuan..

g maen masak2 ngn mak bpk kau lah bodoh..

best gilak layankan kau.. :)

bodo mcm periuk api..

sial~

p/s : kita layan sampai muntah2 :)

day 10 (last day)

a person i can trust

#my mummy

-sepanjang apa yg aku ingat,mama sorg je kot yg tak pernah tipu aku lagi.org lain yg aku kenal,sume pernah tipu aku.daddy pn kuat melobang jgk..madang nk kene kn aku je.kwn2 aku jgn ckp lahh,sume raja menipu..haha..mummy paling honest ngn aku..even aku byk tipu dia. :)

day 9

things i wish i could do

1#be like faizal tahir

-super duper voice while singing and playing guitar..style gilak hahaha

2#travel around the world alone

-muka da la comel,pastu jalan2 mcm tourist kt tmpat org.mesti awek2 kt sana pandang..time tu memg aku nmpk hot gilak lahh..haha..pegi st peterburg,miami,rio,venice,rome,oakland.best kan?

(travis mccoy ftbruno mars - billionaire)

sedang belajar untuk menjadi seorang yg lebih penyabar..

p/s : hope so..

day 8

the words

1#ayat maki

-lahanat for sure :)

2#hey baby

-sbb hari2 nyanyi lagu pitbull - hey baby :)

3#selamat mlm

-diucapkan hari2 pada housemate :)

day 7

the memories

1#cinta pandang pertama

-a couple years ago.. lama punya citer.tak perlu lah citer ngn detail tapi one of my memories.

2#accident

-bukan langgar org or org langgar aku tapi aku langgar kambing.binatang yg paling bangang bile lintas jalan.mase tu otw balik dari pd.tempat kejadian di pengkalan balak.kete yg aku drive,savvy maut zaza.sampai skang aku tak berani naik kete dia.. -.-"

3#my life get so misery (very2)

-feel empty and i swear with the name of god,taknak jadi mcm tu lagi..jiwa ku terseksa aauuww :)

4#spend time with my friends

-hanging around,lepaking,kacau2 org,main maki2,tak mkn same2,share problems,g clubbing same2,mcm2 lagi lahh..

dilemma

should i go on with this?
or focus with my life?
org selalu kata,
kita merancang tapi tuhan yg tentukan,
aku tak tahu apa yg patut aku buat,
kalau aku tolak,
aku tak mungkin dapat memiliki,
kalau aku memiliki,
akan mengganggu tumpuan aku,
perancangan aku tidak akan menjadi,
YA ALLAH,
berikan lah hamba-MU ini petunjuk,
berikan lah aku jalan yg betul,
aku amat kecil di sisi-MU YA ALLAH..


need strenght right now....

day 6

cant live without

1#my family
(for sure)
2#my friends
(tukang dengki masing2)
3#my gadjets
(like cocaine for me)
4#my lovely crumpler
(must have !)
5#my wife
(future)

the list
(lambat upload)

day 5

the addict

1#grenade - bruno mars
2#inilah cinta - akim
3#daughtry - its not over
4#ne yo -part of a list
5#wonder girls -nobody but you (acapella version)
6#ahmir - soul sister mix nothing on you


nk tambah satu lagi bole?hee
pitbull - hey baby :)

saket saket badan
someone help me please

day 4

phobia

1#water

(like river or pond,kind like that)

2#cockroach

3#drive zaza's car (savvy maut)

4#high places

5#psycho girl -.-"

6#scorpions and snakes

(fucking hate this shit)

7#when my nightmare comes

day 3

annoy

1#si penipu

2#bila lappy hang

3#menunggu

4#douchbag guy

5#si poyo

6#si mulut gampang

7#a moron

8#when my plan didnt work out -.-"

painful

1. Bringing back the feelings you’ve learned to forget.

2. Reminiscing the good times.

3. Trying to hide what you really feel.

4. Loving someone who loves another.

5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn’t last.

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.

7. Loving the person too much.

8. Right love at the wrong moment.

9.Taking the risk to fall in love again.

hukum hukum cinta

1#cinta itu memberi

2#cinta itu mendengar

3#cinta itu berkorban

4#cinta itu tanggungjawab

5#cinta itu mendoakan

6#cinta itu memaafkan

if there someone can do all this?

hit me baby.. :)

day 2

rutine

1#listen the jazz music

2#smoking in the morning(breakfast)

3#bath for sure

4#facebook and blog

5#work as a designer EVERYDAY

6#sing my fav song

7#eat eat and eat :)

8#bergolek golek mcm tenggiling

9#watching tv

10#sleep like the sweetest cat in this world

(taylor swift - speak now)

lipas durjana

ni cerita bulan lepas
tapi baru sekarang aku update
masa tu tgh kemas office
maklum lah dpt bilik baru..aauuww :)
tgh kemas2 ni,lipas lalu kat kaki aku
da mcm org gile aku terlompat2(sambil menjerit) -.-"
sume org pandang kat aku
aku cover lah,aku act cool je
padahal aku paling geli ngn lipas
makhluk paling durjana kt muka bumi ni
yg tak bole blah
bos aku sendiri mcm nk mamps gelakkn aku
kurg ajau le dia
mentang2 lah aku camgini
tapi aku tak kesah sbb aku cool beb.. HAHA !
tapi serius ohh aku benci lipas
kalo katak or cicak aku tak geli sgt
tapi lipas aku tak bole blah
so,korg pn patut geli jgk ngn lipas
dia tak comel mcm kucing :)
aku suka kucing HAHA(gedik)

day 1

1# i love red
2#Aaron Aziz is my icon
3#i have trust issue also
(sorry miss grenade,didnt mean to copy from you)
4#i love football (arsenal and real madrid)
5#i love calvin klein
6#no matter where i go,must bring my crumpler
7#marlboro soft pack the best :)
8#hate cockroach
9#number 1# fan of supernatural series
10#i am cute :)

p/s :miss grenade :)

being heartless

fray - heartless

im sorry for every single thing i've done..

never meant to do all this to you..

im just not good enough..

once again,im really2 sorry miss leonardo nam..

cik bom grenade

miss grenade,

kinda funny lahh you,

cant wait to hangout with you,

seriously i think bdk ni msok air,

and nice to know you(even tak brape kenal lagi)

:)

feelings

aku pening,

kadang2 tak faham,

doubting dan confusing..

=,=

a list

1. myself

2.family

3.friends

4.my stuff and gadjets

5.girlfriend

lame day

hari yang membosankan..

bgon pagi siap2 g keje..

buat keje yang same hari2..

hari ni dekat sekotak aku smoke..

maybe pasal bosan kot..

haihh,ape nk buat ni..

facebook da bosan da..

hari2 hadap bende yg same je..

balik keje terus pack barang..

balik kg sbb bsok raya..

tahun ni aku kene beraye..

sbb tahun lepas aku kene keje time raye haji..

org siap2 g masjid,aku siap2 g keje..

even dpt cuti sehari je tapi msti kene balik jgk..

so,selamat hari raya haji..

:)

by : gavin degraw

❤

i wish..

i wish we have a great time together

thank you for a great date.

:) & ❤

al-fatihah

pagi semlm aku terkejut bila dpt thu abg shamrin da meninggal dunia

aku mcm tak pcaya yg dia meninggal

sihat je aku tgk,tibe2 je dgr berita camgini :(

dia adalah satu sorg penyanyi fav aku

suara die is one in a million

skali die tarik lagu nafas kekasih

bole nangis lahh dgr suara dia

bagi aku,dia the legend sampai bila2

and dia jgk salah sorg mentor dlm hidup aku

tetap dia dlm hati aku

so,mari lahh kita sedekah kn al-fatihah kepadanya

moga rohnya di letakkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman

al-fatihah~~

p/s : no one can replace him in this world

its been awhile

its been awhile im not seeing you,

but finally we meet again,

chillin' around and grab something to eat,

mcm2 benda nk cerita sbb da lame tak lepak,

byk benda aku terkejut tauu,

luaran aku je nmpk okayy mase kau ckp camgitu,

tapi dalam hati ni tuhan je yg tahu,

aku pn tak thu nk ckp ape mase tu,

wordless..

aku harap kau fkr ape yg kau da buat,

thanks for that night,

selagi aku mampu jaga kau,aku jaga..

tak pyh lahh nk enjoy sgt okay?

kalo kau tak syg kt org lain,kau syg lahh diri kau sndiri..

tu je yg aku mampu nk ckp..

p/s : aku jaga kau da mcm adik aku sendiri

song for today - i dont wanna be by gavin degraw..

great song and superb voice..

beskal

malam tadi gedik2 nk maen basikal.

so aku pinjam lahh fixie pais.

mcm nk mampus aku ngayuh.

jantung aku rase mcm nk pecah.

sumpah penat,padahal round dalam taman je..

pagi td aku bgon tido,

kaki aku saket,tengkuk aku sengal,perut aku kejang.

eh,mcm2 lagi lahh..

lepas ni g jahanam aku nk maen beskal lagi..

sekse lahh camgini..haihh..

tulang aku pn saket ni haa..

awk,awk bole urutkan tak? hee :P

bole eyh? aauuwww.. HAHAHA

gedik..

idaman

saye mengidam awak lahh..
tapi bile lahh saye nk dapat awk kan..
bole sape2 belikan utk saye tak?
mengimol2 saye sampai mimpi awak tauu..
ouhh wahai ducati oii..
awak tunggu eyh..
nnt kite kuar jenjalan same2 tauu..
mengidam.. :(

the begins

tadika - da lama abes da
sekolah rendah - abes dgn penuh kejayaan..haha
sekolah menengah - slow tapi result yg bestt
kolej - grad dgn penuh bangga
kerjaya - still mencari cari yang terbaikk..
kebahagiaan - belum tiba lagi masa yang sesuai

keep searching the best scene in this life,
just go on and play my role,
happy?sometimes..
busy?always...
haha,live for my own life..
being whatever i wanted to..
most important,myself happy..

p/s : suka dgn liyana :)
❤

falling and falling

style of your hair

shape of your eyes and your nose

guess who is she?

❤

silent

its raining outside..
its very a peacefull night tonight..
sgt2 relax malam ni..
tenang dan sunyi..
aku suka..
i can do whatever i want..
its very peace and calm...
i wish everyday just like today..
i just dont know..
kenapa aku rasa tenang sangat malam ni...
rasa super tenang..haha
hope malam ni i've get a wonderfull dreams.. :)
wink2 !!

you are the thunder and i is a lighting

aauuww..selena gomez ❤

love your hair so much..

(╯▽╰)

grenade - bruno mars

thanks for deleting me,

even i cant do that but you can,

thanks again,

feel better right.

p/s : daughtry : keep me close

bruno mars - grenade

Easy come easy go that's just how you live
Oh take take take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
cause what you don't understand
Is I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
See I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya baby, but you won't do the same..

Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm am numb
Tell the devil I said hey when you get back to where you're from
Bad women bad women that's just what you are yeah
You smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car

If my body was on fire
Oh you would watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar 
Cause you never ever ever did baby..

Cause I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
Oh babe I would go through all this pain yeah
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya baby, but you won't do the same..

kerja ohh kerja

haihh -.-"

nasi ayam keramat boxer

hari ni special sikit
dinner for tonight is nasi ayam
pukul 9 baru start masak..lambat kn?haha
sbb tukang msk pegi meronggeng
tu pasal lahh lambat..
masak punye masak kol 10 lebih baru makan
aku tolong jgk dorg masak
tolong tgk jelahh..haha
memg takde talent langsung nk masak..
ayam dia terBAIK beb..serious
sedap mcm letak dadah..haha
makan sampai rasa mcm nk masak lagi
sbb tak cukup..hee
so,today i've learn something..
"how to fried a chicken"..HAHA
rupenye senang je nk goreng ayam
aku ingt susah la nk goreng..haihh -.-"
lepas ni da bole lahh masak sendiri..HAHA(berangan)
so,sape2 nk resepi ayam yg sedap ni..
just tell me okay !
meh sini chef tengku ajarkan.. :) wink2!! HAHA
nk thu tak salah satu petua masak ayam ni?
naked..HAHA
kiteorg duda2 hot ni kalo masak pkai boxer je..haha
so,you guys try lahh okay?
bagi yg perempuan,tak pyh naked..
kang jiran sebelah ramai beratur kt tingkap tu kang..haha
okay,thats all..


p/s :jgn anggap lelaki2 duda ni tak reti masak tauu.. :)

poet

ke kiri ku buntu

ke hutan ku hilang

ke timur ku kosong

aku terus bosan dan tertekan

seperti waktu yang terus saja meninggalkan aku

dalam ke dasar kerak bumi yg belum diterokai

warnaku rindu

jiwaku biru

menunggu cintaku ibarat sang buta yg melihat syurga

umpama lampu yg berbunyi hitam

lalu menunggu aku terus

kini malam tiba lagi kerana meninggalkan cahaya matahari

dibebankan dengan bunyi rintisan hujan

seperti mahu saja aku mengejar

gunung yang besar tidak terdakap

seperti itu jugalah rindu aku padanya

kini harus aku terus menunggu

atau hilang saja aku di lautan luas....

lebih daripada suka tapi hampir kepada sayang..

written by : thesahaja

thing happen,
you just walked away,
just put a hammer to this wall,
try to act normally,
just cant cry all over again,
just move along with the swan,
just gone...

p/s : n'sync : gone

semenjak dua menjak ni taksub pulak ngn akim

maybe sbb tgk cerita inilah cinta wall's

hahaha

serius best,try lahh tgk..

video klip official song utk citer ni inilah cinta

serius kelakar v.klip tu..haha

aku kalau berdiri sebelah akim

da mcm adek beradik da.. xD

HAHAHA..

lagu kegemaran : akim - inilah cinta

:)

best things happen sometimes..

thanks kpd kawan2..

:)

adam dan hawa

selalunya sang adam terlalu mengagungkan sang hawa
tapi pernahkah sang hawa berbuat sedemikian terhadap sang adam?
sang adam berusaha untuk membuat dirinya yg pertama pada diri sang hawa
tetapi sang hawa tidak sedikit pn menghiraukan sang adam
memang seperti inikah lumrah kehidupan bagi sang adam dan hawa
sampai bilakah sang adam perlu mengejar sang hawa?
perlukah sang hawa menjadi begitu ego terhadap sang adam?
sampai bila perlu menjadi seperti itu
apabila sang adam sudah berputus asa baru sang hawa menghargai sang adam
perlukah sang hawa melakukan semua itu
mungkin sudah terlambat bagi sang hawa untuk melakukan semua itu
sang adam telah menghilangkan diri dari sang hawa
membawa hati yang lara...

berlaku adil lahh dalam kehidupan ini..
:)

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cerita ini mengisahkan seorang lelaki bernama asyraff..asyraff seorg lelaki yang sukakan berfoya2 dan melakukan kerja2yg tidak berfaedah..asyraff juga suka membuli pelajar lain dan juga gurunya..pada suatu hari asyraff dipanggil oleh pengetua kerana asyik menimbul masalah kepada org lain..pengetua memutuskan keputusan menyuruh asyraff melibatkan diri dalam teater..asyraff tiada pilihan lain kecuali melibatkan diri dalam teater tersebut..pegetua memberikan pilihan kepada asyraff utk melibatkan dalam teater atau akan di buang kolej..teater tersebut berlangsung 3 minggu lagi..dan asyraff diminta utk menghadiri latihan teater tersebut..pada hari pertama hari latihan tersebut asyraff terserempak dengan seorg perempuan yg pernah dia kenali dulu..perempuan tersebut bernama mia..mereka pernah bersekolah rendah bersama2 pada tahun 2001..hari demi hari asyraff memaksa diri nya untuk pergi ke latihan teater itu..dia juga terpaksa mengingat skrip yg panjang berjela utk teater tersebut..sampai satu tahap asyraff tidak bole menghafal skrip tersebut dan meminta pertolongan mia utk berlatih bersama2..mia seorg yg lemah lembut dan penyabar..walaupun mia thu asyraff seorang yg degil dan keras kepala tapi mia menganggap asyraff merupakan seorang lelaki yg baik dan bertanggungjawab..pada suatu hari mia mengajak asyraff utk berlatih bersama2 di rumah mia..hari demi hari mereka berlatih bersama dan meluangkn masa bersama..sampai satu tahap mereka jatuh cinta tanpa disedari..aauuww...HAHA..teater yg dilakonkn oleh asyraff dan mia diberi pujian oleh semua org..pengetua memberikan ucapan tahniah kepada asyraff kerana dapat mengubah dirinya..mia begitu bangga dengan asyraff..satu hari ketika mereka sedang berjalan2 bersama,tiba mia menitiskan airmata..asyraff bertanyakan kepada mia mengapa menangis dan mia berkata 'kite tidak sepatutnya jatuh cinta kerana asyraff akan menyesal kerana menyayangi mia'..asyyraff terpinga2 melihat mia lari meninggalkn dia keseorangan..keesokan harinya asyraff dtg ke rumah mia tetapi mia enggan keluar..bapa mia menasihatkn asyraff agar banyak bersabar..hampir dua minggu mia mengelakkn diri dari asyraff..sampai satu tahap mia tidak tahan kerana terlalu rindaukan asyraff,mia pergi berjumpa asyraff..'kenapa mia buat asyraff macam ni,apa salah ashraff pada mia'..'asyraff tidak melakukan apa2 kesalahan tapi mia..mia hidup dah tak lama hidup da asyraff'..'nape mia cakap mcmtu??..asyraff sygkn mia lahh..'mia saket asyraff,mia ada barah otak..mia da tak lama hidup kt dunia ni..doktor ckp mia ade masa 3 bulan lagi untuk hidup kt dunia ni..apabila mia berkata seperti itu,tidak dapat digambarkan perasaan asyraff ketika itu,pecah hatinya...asyraff memeluk erat mia..selepas kejadian itu asyraff hanya menghabiskan masa bersama mia..every single second he spend his time with her..'mia,kita kahwin nk?'...'asyraff serius ke ni?jgn la main2..'asyraff serius ni sygg..asyraff nk mia jadi suri di hati asyraff'...mia menitiskan air mata sambil memeluk asyraff dengan erat..ibubapa asyraff setuju utk mengahwinkn asyraff dan mia..mereka meraikan perkahwinan mereka dengan sungguh meriah sekali..selepas meraka diijab kabulkn asyraff membawa mia pergi berbulan madu..they had a perfect honeymoon together..tuhan itu maha adil..mia pergi kepada-Nya tidak lama kemudian..asyraff menerima pemergian mia dengan tenang..asyraff menyayangi mia dari segalanya..pemergian mia membuat kan asyraff nekad utk memajukan diri..hadirnya mia dalam hidup asyraff betul2 memberi impak yg besar.hampir 3 tahun pemergian mia dan sekarang asyraff sudah menjadi seorg doktor pakar..bayangan mia selalu hadir di dalam diri asyraff.............. 'the end'

by ; theSAHAJA :)

based on true story...wink2!!

kejadian di pagi hari

malam td tido awal

tapi bgun pagi ni pn still mengantuk lagi..haishh~
lepas mandi2 aku siap2 nk pegi keje lahh mcm biase

lepas da siap2 aku terus je pegi keje dalam keadaan mamai

lebih kurang 10 minit lahh aku da ade atas motor baru aku perasan

aduhai malasnyee..

laptop yg slalu aku buat keje tu TERTINGGAL

-.-"

tak patah balik mcm org gile

sampai office kene nganjeng ngn bos

tahan jelaa...

beginner pilot xD

dulu teringin nk jadi pilot tapi malas nk study

so,terlongkop lah nk jadi pilot

tapi hari tu terpandang pulak heli remote ni

berkenan la pulak

so,tanpa berfikir panjang

aku beli lah satu

agak murah lah jgk harge heli ni

lebih kurg 100k..HAHA

first time heli ni terbang

tak sampai seminit da jatuh macam nangka

tapi takpe,heli ni tahan lasak

maklum lahh baru beginner HAHA

serius kepuasan tahap dewa maen heli ni

sesiapa yg berminat

boleh lahh datang uma aku

kite same2 jahanamkn heli aku ye..

hee :)

every single day

semangat dalam diri berubah ubah,

persekitaran yg mempengaruhi segala galanya..

hoping that tomorrow can be even brighter than today..

by:thesahaja~

its been a while...
please show some love people !
:)

give up

aku kalah ngn manusia yg bernama PEREMPUAN...

fullstop~

10 days left...

:)

disaat aku mencintaimu

Mengapa kau pergi, Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu,
berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku,
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku,

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Semoga engkau kan mengerti,, tentang perasaan ini
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta
Maaf sungguhku tak bisa, untuk kembali padamu
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta..............

:,)

sweet september

16 days left...

:)

22.3

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Hingga engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

old pictures :)

sometimes when we look back at old pictures,
its remind us to the moment that cannot be forget,
seriously its make me smile..
cant you imagine that?
HAHA ^^,

i love to see you smile too,
even i cant do it anymore.

by : cikshahrulsahaja~

ketidaksempurnaan dirinya adalah kebahagiaan baginya

mencari kepuasan dalam kehidupan

:)

^_^

bole jd penulis takk?

hee

aku bukan manusia sempurna..

aku bukan yg terbaikk utk kau..

tapi aku masih lagi cuba menjadi yg terbaikk..

masih lagi..

seperti berjalan tanpa ada bayang2...

menunggu masa yg mungkin tidak akan dtg..

berjalan tanpa ada arah...

mengharap mungkin adalah bukan yg terbaik..

tapi akibatnya boleh menyebabkan aku terjatuh..

terjatuh sampai susah utk aku bangun semula..

memakan masa yg terlalu lame utk aku bangun semula..

utk aku terus berjalan kembali...

tetapi tetap tanpa bayang2..

mentangisi kehilangan bayang2 yg hilang..

hilang dan mungkin tidak akan kembali..

:)

cuba memperbetolkan diri sendiri..

sedang mencuba dan mencuba..

haishh~

boys like girls - two is better than one

maher zain - for the rest of my life

yusry - dekat padamu

faizal tahir - coba

:))

congratulations..

you make me cry..;')

what i've done..

what should i do...

its now or never..

seriously this time its now or never...

white,i just dont know what should i do..

=.=

white tulip :)

MENCINTAI TAK SEMESTINYA MEMILIKI

in reality

people judge me from my actions,

without knowing the reason behind it..

chill okayy :)

migrain

migrain akibat tak cukup tido,

tak cukup tido akibat byk keje,

byk keje akibat terlalu busy,

terlalu busy akibat keje melambak,

keje melambak menyebabkan aku migrain...

haishh...

sakit yg teramat sgt... x_x"

^^

rasa diri seperti tidak dihargai...
haishh~
just move along with the swan...
=.=

(╯_╰)

dikala dikau mencari cinta,
aku memberi,
tapi tak pernah ku rasakn,
dikala aku dilamun cinta,
dengan dirimu,
mengapa kau jauh dariku,
tiada cinta didalam diri mu,
biarpn kau kata baby i love u,
tidak kau rasa getaran ini,
tiada cinta lain sehebat cintaku.
haruskah aku menanti cinta ini,
kerna kau masih tak mengerti hatiku,
tak perlu kau ucap baby i love u so,
kerna cinta darimu tak sehebat cintaku..
haruskah aku menahan perasaan
tak sanggup kau bermain di fikiranku,
lupakan semua apa yang diimpikan,
jadikn pengalaman cinta kita berdua..

thank for everythings...

selamat tinggal utk semuanya...

(╥_╥)

give up

im just givin' up..

im just sick tired ngn bored...

what ever i'll do,the song still remain the same...

everybody need inspiration

everybody need a song

a beautifull melody when the night's so long

cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy

thanks...

may god bless you...

i'm just move with my life...

salam..

focus

im focusing on my work..

nothing else matter..

try to ignore other things... (╯_╰)

hmm...

life ohh life...

wonder when it will back to the basic...

shahrul,pegg pada prinsip kau...

just be patient....

bytheway,thanks to everybody..

make my life be so colourfull...

appreciate it.. (◕‿-)

just live it and laugh with it...

redbull,nescafe,marlboro light and drawing...

thats my life.... ;)

sunshine ;)

sweet morning today...
spirited and energetic... ;)
thanks to you also...
terbaekk pagi ni...HAHA ^^

it just 'grey wolves,red blood,black clothes and white bones'
maybe you guys dont understand what thats mean.. ;)
but seriously its smthing beautifull.. ;)

'you can count on me when you need me'
never forget what you said before...

;)

sentiasa ada bila perlu...
hilang bila cukup selesa...
akan tunggu untuk diperlukan kembali...
tapi sampai bila harus sebegini...
kehidupan yang sentiasa tergantung...
tergantung pada situasi yang melemaskan.. -.-"
betol kata2 seorang teman...
yakin pada diri sendiri...
belajar untuk give and take...
this is a real life...
if you gonna to face it or lost it...
no matter what,everything start from yourself...
biasakanlah untuk menghadapi sesuatu yang dipanggil life...

p/s :for someone used to be a friend.. ;)

qarma

just wondering...
bak kate cik ohh farah,just stop keeping up with the jonesess..xD
actually im tryin' to..
but thing change lately...
just move along with the swan ..
HAHA..but sometimes seriously i doubt about it..-.-"
just life with the way i are...
its truth what the bieber said..
just never say never...;)

its beem so long im not updating...
been busy working laa...
haishh~
things will change soon...
its between you can except it or not...
must know that everythings not be same all the times...
just have you to know...
may god bless you friend...
just take care of yourself...
;)

life rollin' again..
-.-"

bukan senang nk puaskan hati semua org..
**based on experiances..

bila cinta by budak setan

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Di tinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Dan ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkan ku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
Merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan~~

**just tell me why??
;)

penat

-.-"

just can laugh and laugh..
got nothing to say..HAHA
aduh,nape la camni..
haish....**
kalau kau rase die yg terbaek utk kau..
TERUSKANLAH...
im just happy for you~~~~~

its been a week...
so strange...
whats wrong?
smthing happen or what?
its just not like you..
hish**

life oh life 2

rutin hari ni tido je..
satu hari aku tgu jawapan dari kau..
tapi senyap membisu..
maybe kau taknak kot kuar ngn aku lg..
its oke..=)
aku tak suke nk memakse kau...
**hari yg amat membosankan..
but i've got a good news today..
dpt interview keje goverment..hee
excited tahap dewa..HAHA
tak bole diungkap dgn kata2..haha
hope everything going smooth and silky..(da mcm iklan shampoo plak)haha
if aku dpt keje goverment ni,
aku nk berubah...
as a new person..
hopefully my life is going great and great..
alhamdulillah...amin..

world cup

tahun ni aku pilih team underdog...
MEXICO!!!!
aku ade lagi 2team yg aku sokong..
SERBIA and PORTUGAL..
tp first team aku MEXICO...
harapan aku pada c.vela,dos santos and g.franco..
trio terbaek yg aku ade...hee
mangse pertame kami ialah tuan rumah..jage kau!
**aku bru je blek tgk game first ktorg..
nsib kau baek africa..
seri 1-1...sundal btol..
xpe2,mangse ke2 ktorg france and after that uruguay plak..jage korg..
jgn ingt kami kerdil ni kami x berisi..
tgk atas bwh la beb..HAHA..
good luck for MEXICO...!!
chucas blasias nachos!!!...HAHAHA

a life full of colour

thanks to:

farhah nadia

ashila suhana

suraya

atikah amirah

izzah hafizah

siti farazeeqa

because make me feel happy...
even sekejap...
=,)

new job..

new job
can say it oke laa..
seacrh a better life for myself..
learn something...
no matter what,just respect people...
got a new friend...
looking to try get smthing for myself**
actually i just dont know what i want...
blurr...
no matter what ive done,
still cant forget...\
why am i kind a person like this?
arrgh...wtf
but sometimes i felt like losing faith...
ohhhh...sigh~

-.-"

baru blek lepak...
maybe ni last aku lepak ngn kau..hmm
bile lagi nk lepak2 mcm td..
ntah laa,aduh...
berat aku tgk kau pergi td....
nape laa bnde2 camni jadi kat aku..
teringat plak mase dulu..
mase aku ngn kau...
im a happy man that time...
aku harap kau bahagia...
feelings?...
aku taknak tipu,still ade..
but ape je yg aku bole buat...
kalau syg tp tuhan tak benarkn camne?
still xkn jadi jgk kn...
so,biarlah tuhan yg tentukn jalan hidup aku...
aku terima pemergian kau...
tp tak mustahil utk aku dtg blek...
as a new person for you...
but is itnt too imposible?
arghh...
but i miss our moment...
like last day kau pergi tinggalkn aku..
5hb 6 2009..jam 12.43 pm..
last time i kissed your forehead...=,)
jam adidas n jam g shock as a witness mase tu...
even we not meant each other,we still friend right?
you are apart of my life...
miss you...~~~~~

setiaku disini

Ku terasa kesyahduan
menyelimut malam ku sepi
kumenanti kepulangan mu
kau janji-janjikan suatu masa dulu

Hanya kau kasih kau ku kasihi
kata-kata yang dilafazkan
mengikat jiwa dan cinta
hingga tak termimpi pengganti yang lain

Biar ku dicengkam gelisah
dibuai rindu yang mendalam
resah mendamba belaian mu
yang teramat ku dahaga

Kumasih lagi setia
biar pun takdir mencabar kita terpisah
ku masih lagi di sini
berpegang teguh kalimah cinta

Kubisikkan dalam tangisan
yang gugur berderai ke bumi
menjadi bingkisanku yang akhir
untuk bekalan jalanmu
mencari mahkota menghiasi pelamin kita


rindu lagu ni...=)

p/s:Ya ALLAH,tolong lindungilah dia sbb hambaMu ini tidak mampu melindungi dia....

you still in my picture...=)

penat..
tp terpakse..
itu lah kerja..
terpakse utk menanggung hidup...
bak kate org,susah dulu,senang kemudian...
it gonna be move with it...
life isnt so wonderfull sometime right?


p/s:to both of you,glad that everythings already settle..
alhamdulillah...
org hormat bila kite berbudi bahasa...=)

2 hari lepas anniversary ktorg..
senyap sunyi...
no phone call,no text massages..
it seem like waiting the shoes drop down..
hmm..

thank you cik izzah hafizah binti yusof zaki...

interview berjalan ngn lancar..
aku dpt keje tu..hahahaha
tapi aku blurr bile aku nk start..
aduh..satu hal gak nk buat notis
pening2..
A.S.A.P kene buat notis..
hope everythings gonna be allright...
=)..
mood:mix

interview

interview bsok...
tkut + excited + kelam..
hahahha..
hope everythings gonna be okay..
thanks to all for supporting me from behind..
the most person is En.Asri...hahaha
bole blnje mkn pasni..
mood=hoping..
=)..
selamat malam sayang...by faizal tahir..~

life oh life

feel like need to step forward...
need a changes...
hope what i'll plan,get bless from god...
life oh life...
please give me your karma...
=)...

=)...
even sekejap...
tetap =)...

walking without direction....
im losing faith here....
dear god,help me...
Ya ALLAH.....

khatimah cinta aku tetap untuk kau..

thing still remain the same~~

i never to doubt you..
i really think this is the end..
the end of our story..
i really cant save the music from out of the box...
i cant..because i not the one..
the one for you...
honestly i depressed with your decision...
i hope you know what the hell you do..
i dont think you had to do this...
because things arent never change...
just cut the loose please..
even not for me,just do it for yourself..
please...just dont..
for god sake,im begging to you..
there is other way..but not this shit one..
really disapointed..
its really happen right..
im out from your picture right?
hmm..oh,god...

langit tak selalu cerah..
selamat malam~

tolong jgn anggap aku seperti itu..
aku manusia biase..
always doing a mistake..
please dont judge me like that..
just please dont..
i dont want to..
just follow your instict..
make a right decision for yourself...
no matter what,aku tetap akan diam...
until you come close..
please..just cut the loose..
time is running out right now..
we didnt have so much time..
because i dont belong here..
this is not my place..
just you can the change the things here not me..
stop crying...
just stop..
even i couldnt see but i can feel..
i just want the old one of you..
thats it..~~

sense of my ...

just get back from work..
im wet..shitto~
today something wrong..
im just do nothing..
coz got something in my mind...
aduh,why im thinking like this..
i dont want to..
but seriously im thinking of you..
the person that i've never givin' up hoping to come back to me..
really miss u cik kuning♥....
just want you to know..
i still love you..
like the way i loved you before...
thats all..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

only you~

a long night today..
hmm...
what should i do?..
please give me a damn...

off day

want to hang out....
alone for sure...=)
take a time to relax..
maybe go watching a movie or something..
hope get a nice day today..=)

supernatural~

at last aku dpt gak collect sume episode supernatural..hee
fav tv series beb..serius teruja..
from season 1 to 5..
completely i have..=)..wink2!!
but ending citer ni agak mcm tergantung..
if ade season 6,memang aku download laa..haha
sam jatuh di tgh lucifer..
tp ape jadi kt michael?tak kn camtu je die mati..
tak kn dean tak buat pape utk cari sam..
so much questions...
aku gase memang ade season 6..so,tunggu jela..
fighting between michael and lucifer..
aku tfikir gak,mne g castiel..
sam ngn dean punye guardian..
hahahaha..teruja sial..yang teramat sgt..hahaha..hee~
yang penting aku suke dean winchester...terbaekk!
i guess the ending are not really the end...
line yg paling aku suke mase dean ckp camtu..hahaha
btw,sape2 yg minat ngn citer ni bgthu laa kalo korg nk hardcopy dari aku..
aku akan bg..for free..hee..~


to dian:kau memg manusia gyle..hahaha..nice to know u actually..=)

the swan song~

sometimes ending are not really the end...
we chose our life,
and we chose our destiny,
we plays our roles in life,
make it to the better that we want,
even finally things get role over the music box again,
but this is the reality,
how best you are play your roles,
thing still remain the same,
because everything have made and planned for us,
just live your life,
because ending are not really the end...=)

dikala dikau mencari cinta,
aku memberi,
tapi tak pernah ku rasakn,
dikala aku dilamun cinta,
dengan dirimu,
mengapa kau jauh dariku,
tiada cinta didalam diri mu,
biarpn kau kata baby i love u,
tidak kau rasa getaran ini,
tiada cinta lain sehebat cintaku.
haruskah aku menanti cinta ini,
kerna kau masih tak mengerti hatiku,
tak perlu kau ucap baby i love u so,
kerna cinta darimu tak sehebat cintaku..
haruskah aku menahan perasaan
tak sanggup kau bermain di fikiranku,
lupakan semua apa yang diimpikan,
jadikn pengalaman cinta kita berdua..

hahaha..just a crap..~

manusia oh manusia..
harap2 kau dijadikan dari tulang rusuk kiri aku...
hmm...

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

is now or never...~

SUNDAL...

FUCK YOU...
DONT GET ME WRONG...
STILL NOT SATISFIED?
SEE ME FACE TO FACE..
ONCE AGAIN..
FUCK YOU!!

feel different today..
like apart of my soul has gone...
like something missing...
~~
hated feel like this...
damn..

mother day ♥

♥selamat hari ibu

kepada mak saye...
Puan Rawiah Bte Hj Sarpin..
daripada anakmu yg degil ini..=)
sumpah saye syg mak saye ♥
also to mama...=)
happy mother day...
and to all mama2 in this world..
happy mother day...
may god bless you all...

thanks for everything..=)

maybe kau betol2 da benci dgn aku..
tp kenapa aku still bole nk tunggu kau..
sedang u da happy dgn someone else..
kenapa susah sgt aku nk lupekn kau..
da terang2 kau buat mcm2 tp it still wont change..
fuck la siall sume ni..
ape pasak kau da letak kt aku agaknye..
seriously memg xbole lupe..
maybe sbb ape kau dgn aku da buat..
god,please save my last dance..
aku thu kau bukan jenis da ludah kau jilat blek..
aku thu ego kau camne..
your my last dance...
no more dance after this..
i hate myself..
i hate myself as u hated me..=)
thanks for everythings....
i wish what u were meant to be..
i just never gonna dance again..
never..

Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But no one's gonna dance with me
Please stay.....

""If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. (=""

seriously.......
you tryin' to break my heart...
but it still wont work on me...
never change my feeling on you..= l

morning..
just woke up..
chapet,im very sorry for your lost...
just being strong bro..
kwn2 ade...

work work and work...
going to do the same again back...
things still never change...hmm
=(

konvo

so busy yesterday preparing for my convo..
~
thank god everythings going well and steady..haha
seriously i will miss all of this..
thanks to all that involve in our day..=)
aku nk menangis pn ade bile tgk mmbe2 aku ngn keadaan mase ade kt sane..
bile lg la nk kumpul2 camni lg..
thanks to semua yg jd spnjang 2 tahun aku ngn korg..
a lot of things i've learn..
a part of it are history of my life..=,)
thanks....
aku rindu kt korg..
after this,sume org make theia own ways..
da x dpt nk kumpul2 camni..
sumpah aku xkn lupe..
to:azuan
kau kwn baek aku smpai mati..
aku rindu dow nk berebut toto ngn kau..haha
we're brothers forever..=)
to:kabong
kau leader..haha
pape pn kau memg best..we're brothers forever..=)
to:naz
kau memg staedy..
kau byk berjasa ngn aku..thanks a lot..
we're brothers..
to:mat lodeng
kau memg terbaek..
xde manusia yg sewel mcm kau..haha,aku suke..
kalo aku moody,kau buat aku steady..=)
we're brothers mat..=)
to:caya
kau aset ktorg..haha
kalo kau xde,x best..kau same mcm mat lodeng..
no matter what,we're brothers..=)
to:chapik
kau memg suke lwn ckp ngn aku..sundell..haha
tp kau memg best..aku suke kau..steady..
pik,we're brothers..=)
to:ale
kau byk tolong aku..
pasni aku gindu nk tgk kau ngn cermin mate kau lg..haha
thanks bro..we're brothers..=)
to:bro
kau da mcm bpk ktorg..haha
byk bnde kau buat yg ktorg xkn lupe..
pape pn,we're brothers..=)
to:baba
aku slalu gado ngn kau..haha
kdg2 pelik gak aku tgk kau..kau byk tolong aku..
thanks a lot ba..we're brothers..=)
to:zul
kau manusia masok air..haha
kdg2 ade je akal x betol kau..hee,aku suke..
we're brothers zul..=)
to:dila
kau kalo jmpe aku,memg xde bnde lain nk bgado je..haha
pape pn kau byk tlg aku..
thanks a lot..friend forever..=)
to:kak wani
kau memg steady..
aku suke cara kau..
thanks a lot..friend forever..=)
to:zazau
haha..lum pape lg aku da ktawe..=D
kau best..memg terbaekk..
kdg2 kau kelam kbut..hee~
friend forever..=)
to:cik ashila suhana
so much things happen..
kau salah satu sejarah dlm hidup aku..
thanks..byk bnde aku blaja dari kau..
kau buat aku kenal dunia..
no matter what,aku ade ngn kau..
thanks a lot..friend forever..=)