nama dia kenpachi,tolong bg dia makan ye.. :)

kenpachi comel,bg dia mkn okay :)

Monday, May 31, 2010

2 hari lepas anniversary ktorg..
senyap sunyi...
no phone call,no text massages..
it seem like waiting the shoes drop down..
thank you cik izzah hafizah binti yusof zaki...

Saturday, May 29, 2010

interview berjalan ngn lancar..
aku dpt keje tu..hahahaha
tapi aku blurr bile aku nk start..
aduh..satu hal gak nk buat notis
A.S.A.P kene buat notis..
hope everythings gonna be allright...

Thursday, May 27, 2010


interview bsok...
tkut + excited + kelam..
hope everythings gonna be okay..
thanks to all for supporting me from behind..
the most person is En.Asri...hahaha
bole blnje mkn pasni..
selamat malam faizal tahir..~

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

life oh life

feel like need to step forward...
need a changes...
hope what i'll plan,get bless from god...
life oh life...
please give me your karma...
even sekejap...
tetap =)...

Monday, May 24, 2010

walking without direction....
im losing faith here....
dear god,help me...
Ya ALLAH.....
khatimah cinta aku tetap untuk kau..

Sunday, May 23, 2010

thing still remain the same~~

i never to doubt you..
i really think this is the end..
the end of our story..
i really cant save the music from out of the box...
i cant..because i not the one..
the one for you...
honestly i depressed with your decision...
i hope you know what the hell you do..
i dont think you had to do this...
because things arent never change...
just cut the loose please..
even not for me,just do it for yourself..
please...just dont..
for god sake,im begging to you..
there is other way..but not this shit one..
really disapointed..
its really happen right..
im out from your picture right?

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

tolong jgn anggap aku seperti itu..
aku manusia biase..
always doing a mistake..
please dont judge me like that..
just please dont..
i dont want to..
just follow your instict..
make a right decision for yourself...
no matter what,aku tetap akan diam...
until you come close..
please..just cut the loose..
time is running out right now..
we didnt have so much time..
because i dont belong here..
this is not my place..
just you can the change the things here not me..
stop crying...
just stop..
even i couldnt see but i can feel..
i just want the old one of you..
thats it..~~

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

sense of my ...

just get back from work..
im wet..shitto~
today something wrong..
im just do nothing..
coz got something in my mind...
aduh,why im thinking like this..
i dont want to..
but seriously im thinking of you..
the person that i've never givin' up hoping to come back to me..
really miss u cik kuning....
just want you to know..
i still love you..
like the way i loved you before...
thats all..

only you~

Monday, May 17, 2010

a long night today..
what should i do?..
please give me a damn...

off day

want to hang out....
alone for sure...=)
take a time to relax..
maybe go watching a movie or something..
hope get a nice day today..=)

Sunday, May 16, 2010


at last aku dpt gak collect sume episode supernatural..hee
fav tv series beb..serius teruja..
from season 1 to 5..
completely i have..=)..wink2!!
but ending citer ni agak mcm tergantung..
if ade season 6,memang aku download laa..haha
sam jatuh di tgh lucifer..
tp ape jadi kt michael?tak kn camtu je die mati..
tak kn dean tak buat pape utk cari sam..
so much questions...
aku gase memang ade season,tunggu jela..
fighting between michael and lucifer..
aku tfikir gak,mne g castiel..
sam ngn dean punye guardian..
hahahaha..teruja sial..yang teramat sgt..hahaha..hee~
yang penting aku suke dean winchester...terbaekk!
i guess the ending are not really the end...
line yg paling aku suke mase dean ckp camtu..hahaha
btw,sape2 yg minat ngn citer ni bgthu laa kalo korg nk hardcopy dari aku..
aku akan bg..for free..hee..~

to dian:kau memg manusia gyle..hahaha..nice to know u actually..=)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

the swan song~

sometimes ending are not really the end...
we chose our life,
and we chose our destiny,
we plays our roles in life,
make it to the better that we want,
even finally things get role over the music box again,
but this is the reality,
how best you are play your roles,
thing still remain the same,
because everything have made and planned for us,
just live your life,
because ending are not really the end...=)

Friday, May 14, 2010

dikala dikau mencari cinta,
aku memberi,
tapi tak pernah ku rasakn,
dikala aku dilamun cinta,
dengan dirimu,
mengapa kau jauh dariku,
tiada cinta didalam diri mu,
biarpn kau kata baby i love u,
tidak kau rasa getaran ini,
tiada cinta lain sehebat cintaku.
haruskah aku menanti cinta ini,
kerna kau masih tak mengerti hatiku,
tak perlu kau ucap baby i love u so,
kerna cinta darimu tak sehebat cintaku..
haruskah aku menahan perasaan
tak sanggup kau bermain di fikiranku,
lupakan semua apa yang diimpikan,
jadikn pengalaman cinta kita berdua..

hahaha..just a crap..~

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

manusia oh manusia..
harap2 kau dijadikan dari tulang rusuk kiri aku...
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

is now or never...~

Monday, May 10, 2010


Sunday, May 9, 2010

feel different today..
like apart of my soul has gone...
like something missing...
hated feel like this...

mother day ♥

♥selamat hari ibu
kepada mak saye...
Puan Rawiah Bte Hj Sarpin..
daripada anakmu yg degil ini..=)
sumpah saye syg mak saye ♥
also to mama...=)
happy mother day...
and to all mama2 in this world..
happy mother day...
may god bless you all...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

maybe kau betol2 da benci dgn aku..
tp kenapa aku still bole nk tunggu kau..
sedang u da happy dgn someone else..
kenapa susah sgt aku nk lupekn kau..
da terang2 kau buat mcm2 tp it still wont change..
fuck la siall sume ni..
ape pasak kau da letak kt aku agaknye..
seriously memg xbole lupe..
maybe sbb ape kau dgn aku da buat..
god,please save my last dance..
aku thu kau bukan jenis da ludah kau jilat blek..
aku thu ego kau camne..
your my last dance...
no more dance after this..
i hate myself..
i hate myself as u hated me..=)
thanks for everythings....
i wish what u were meant to be..
i just never gonna dance again..
Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But no one's gonna dance with me
Please stay.....
""If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. (=""
you tryin' to break my heart...
but it still wont work on me...
never change my feeling on you..= l

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

just woke up..
chapet,im very sorry for your lost...
just being strong bro..
kwn2 ade...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

work work and work...
going to do the same again back...
things still never change...hmm


so busy yesterday preparing for my convo..
thank god everythings going well and steady..haha
seriously i will miss all of this..
thanks to all that involve in our day..=)
aku nk menangis pn ade bile tgk mmbe2 aku ngn keadaan mase ade kt sane..
bile lg la nk kumpul2 camni lg..
thanks to semua yg jd spnjang 2 tahun aku ngn korg..
a lot of things i've learn..
a part of it are history of my life..=,)
aku rindu kt korg..
after this,sume org make theia own ways..
da x dpt nk kumpul2 camni..
sumpah aku xkn lupe..
kau kwn baek aku smpai mati..
aku rindu dow nk berebut toto ngn kau..haha
we're brothers forever..=)
kau leader..haha
pape pn kau memg best..we're brothers forever..=)
kau memg staedy..
kau byk berjasa ngn aku..thanks a lot..
we're brothers..
to:mat lodeng
kau memg terbaek..
xde manusia yg sewel mcm kau..haha,aku suke..
kalo aku moody,kau buat aku steady..=)
we're brothers mat..=)
kau aset ktorg..haha
kalo kau xde,x best..kau same mcm mat lodeng..
no matter what,we're brothers..=)
kau memg suke lwn ckp ngn aku..sundell..haha
tp kau memg best..aku suke kau..steady..
pik,we're brothers..=)
kau byk tolong aku..
pasni aku gindu nk tgk kau ngn cermin mate kau lg..haha
thanks bro..we're brothers..=)
kau da mcm bpk ktorg..haha
byk bnde kau buat yg ktorg xkn lupe..
pape pn,we're brothers..=)
aku slalu gado ngn kau..haha
kdg2 pelik gak aku tgk kau..kau byk tolong aku..
thanks a lot ba..we're brothers..=)
kau manusia masok air..haha
kdg2 ade je akal x betol kau..hee,aku suke..
we're brothers zul..=)
kau kalo jmpe aku,memg xde bnde lain nk bgado je..haha
pape pn kau byk tlg aku..
thanks a lot..friend forever..=)
to:kak wani
kau memg steady..
aku suke cara kau..
thanks a lot..friend forever..=)
haha..lum pape lg aku da ktawe..=D
kau best..memg terbaekk..
kdg2 kau kelam kbut..hee~
friend forever..=)
to:cik ashila suhana
so much things happen..
kau salah satu sejarah dlm hidup aku..
thanks..byk bnde aku blaja dari kau..
kau buat aku kenal dunia..
no matter what,aku ade ngn kau..
thanks a lot..friend forever..=)

Monday, May 3, 2010


i think i've see you yesterday..
and i also think that you seeing me too..
if you think he better than me,
can make you haapy than i'll do,
can take care you as much as i'll do,
can company you no matter what,
facing anythings just for you,
can love you like i'll love you so,
i'm glad if he does..
and i except that you leave me for a good reason..
but if he close to you for his own goodness,
i promise with the name of ALLAH,
i will make him suffer for the rest of his life..
god knows how much i'll care about you..
even you already leave me..
i can see but cant touch..
please dont judge me by a outside of myself..
but all over myself..
my hope with you never end..
and i wont give up easily..
im know myself and i know what i want..
please dear,think about it..~
going convo this morning..
may god give me a self confident for tomorrow..
i wish you were there ..
looking at me when i take my glory..
and i really wish to it..
hope you will coming..

Sunday, May 2, 2010

kan best kalo dapat jd anak org kaye..
sume bnde bole dpt..
bile la aku nk kaye..~
what a small world..

Saturday, May 1, 2010

aku ngn kau x same..
aku pipit,kau helang..
sampai mati aku xkan same taraf ngn kau..
setinggi2 mane pn kau terbang,lame2 kau turun ke bwh jgk..
and serendah2 aku terbang,x semestinye lg rendah aku terbang dari kau..
kau da ambik ape yg aku telah pegang..
kau ambik ngn cara yg tak beradab..
amat2 halus kau buat..
tolong lah..
please respect other person la bro..
walaupun kau tak sedar kau da langgar wayar aku..
selagi aku bole tahan aku tahan..
even kau kacau aku dari hujung dunia sane..
bro,dunia ni bulat..
ingat sikit..jgn ingt kau lg 'tua' dari aku kau bole wat sesuke hati kau..
aku harap kau bace ape yg aku tulis ni..
sape mkn cili die rase pedas le..
aku tak nak gaduh ngn kau..
kau ade otak,kau fkr sndiri..
aku akan cari kau..
bila kau da ade kat tanah melayu nnt..
aku akan cari..
lebih kau dari aku cume satu..
dunia kau..tu sahaje..
yang lain sume same..
so,fkr2 kn ape yg aku ckp..
think before do..
jgn sampai kepala ke utara,badan ke selatan..
jgn tgk luaran tp tgk keseluruhan..
selagi aku hidup,dunia kau xkn kemana..